Tuesday, December 23, 2014

unspoken love and forbidden phrases

Its 10:35 am and just days ago i spoke the most deadly words in th english language...... I told Frankie that i love him.... (What the hell was i thinking?)I made the bigest mistake ever. .. he didn't say it back.. but i didnt expect him to.. Lets face it to think that this "thing" what ever this may be that were in was gonna go my way, i was 3 different types of stupid. Frankie says for me to SLOW down he's not ready to love yet but thats mostly because hes still in love with his ex who happens to be the mother of his youngest daughter. Dammit!! that glorified baby sitter has become the bane of my existence and i haven't even met her!. This is it he said take things slow so i will take it very slow. I'm not gonna try to make him fall for me, i'm just gonna stick to the "friend" role we can play video games and watch tv we can hang out but ... no kissing no touching... and NO SEX!!! no terms of endearment no telling him how much i like him no letting him make me blush..... and thats the way its gonna be. I'll be dammnmed if i let this man steal my heart only to decide he wants to be back with "Her" (said with disgust) I'm through, finished done I'm sick of love its overrated anyway... so i guess this ends the saga of Frankie... it was short but fun while it lasted....

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