Saturday, February 14, 2015

And if i ever

Well this is it... i guees the end of my love story its been nearly 3 months since my mother moved away and I chose to stay and struggle on my own simply for the sake of being with frankie. Day after day i wanted to cry over and over again. I lost nearly everything i have very little clothes and no ral home and no real job but i stayed despite all of that because i didnt wanna leave him behind. But Frankie just called me. he says he doesn't ant to be with me any more..... it hurts ... or atleast it did at firsdt i mean i loved this man so much that i have his initials tattooed on my stomach but all of that means nothing now he said there is nothing i can do about it his mind is made up he didnt call me to talk it over he called me to give me a verdict from a trial i didn't even know was taking place. apparently ive been tried and convicted without even being allowed to take the stand. Frankie says im too far away because i live an hour away from him now but being an hour away is the only way i could keep from going 6 hours away to florida with my mother he was my only reason for staying now i have no reason at all. So You know what i give up. Love is hard and it hurts and i can't take it anymore if I'm not gonna love frankie then i'm not gonna love anyone i give up on love im done with relationships i'm not getting married im not dating im just done i can't do it anymore ive had my heart broken too many times. I love Frankie and i always will but this is it for me and love and this is it for the love stories page because when i look back and think about love this is the only love i wanna remember Frankie caressing and kissing me the laughs we had and how he made me feel i want his to be the last love i ever feel.

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